Larissa and I were talking yesterday about relationships
and one part stuck with me.
She mentioned a movie (and I don’t remember the title really) but says how the man in the movie tried to keep every relationship platonic until it reached a breaking point.
I think that’s how I live my life in terms of relationships, don’t force things.
I hate relationships. Even thinking about them makes me feel kinda sucky.
Beecause every one I have been in hasn’t been the healthiest.
the last one especially was very pushed and just horrible.

so yeah, platonic until a breaking point.
the code.